Veggie Mafia

2011-10-22T15:45:00.021-04:00

Tootsies are warm.
Belly is full.
Smile on my face.
Can't complain.

2011-09-07T23:15:00.027-04:00

Baby, I'm Howlin' for You.

Shit shit shit.
3 months flew by faster than one over the coo-koo's nest.
Less writing more showing. Here are photos. Poke your eyes out... after.
I was a total hater of the Instagram, Hyptoschiesse and what the fuck not.
But now that i'm a golden angry bird player, I hate no more. How can you?
These fucken filters are so fucken addictive. It's better than cigarettes.
I took a picture of a mango. Yeah that's great.

Jesus don't bother talking to me when you see me. Just call me. My brain is AppleJuice.

Photos of here, there and everywhere.
Brazil Morocco London to Ibiza Straight to LA, New York Vegas to Africa. Annnnnnd Montreal.

Hold on tight:

Signing.

Hiding.

Leaving

Flashing.

Walking.

Looking.

Thinking.

Tasting.

Fasting.

Drying.

Waiting.

Squating.

Loving.

Playing.

Acting.

Buying.

Sitting.

Hanging.

Begging.

Laughing.

Flying.

Posing.

Lying.

Landing.

Squinting.

Raining.

Eating.

Drinking.

Clowning.

Chilling.

Climbing.

Resting.

Running.

Dancing.

Glaring.

Standing.

Cooling.

Working.

Dreaming.

Talking.

Waking.

Celebrating.

Petting.

Smiling.

Gathering.

Rising.

Sleeping.

Betting.

Watching.

2011-05-29T22:00:00.006-04:00

So yes. This week started my new job.
So far so good.
I got some new technology out of the situations.
Well not mine to keep. But to use.
I have a Wacom tablet that I started using. Well started training on.
It's actually pretty awesome. Today I retouched some long over due photos.
And have many more over due ones to work on.

Just In!

2011-05-18T11:15:00.005-04:00

Broheim Web-Gnar from gnaardvark on Vimeo.

Starring:

Wes Loates
Brian Hughes
Juan Osorio
Adam Mancini
Ryan WIlding
Carl Wilson
Davis McMaster
+ Friends
Filmed and Edited by Ryan WIlding

Individual parts coming soon!

It's been years.

2011-05-17T15:31:00.002-04:00

Hola. Qué pasa?
Or better yet.
Estás loca o qué pasa?
Yup, that's from a movie I saw last week.
You might know it. Vikky, Christina Barcelona. Or something like that.
You might be asking yourself, "Woah, Agata where did you find the time to watch a movie, and a movie like that as a matter of fackt?"
Well, friend. I have had the most amazing thing happen to me.
Besides winning a million dollars and fucking off to some island where I can drink goats milk and eat feta cheese all day erday.
I have had the chance to change jobs, as one miraculously (through hard work) has fallen into my lap.
Out with the old in with the new. And I have had two weeks off because it just worked out that way. And to tell you the truth I have had so much fun just laying around watching movies from years ago that I never had a chance to see.

I have also been working on our new place with Ry guy which is coming a long fabulously and I can't wait to have the windows open, front side full of plants and herbs, listening to wonderful music and sitting back and enjoying a glass of wine with friends.

I have been noticing in my observations of people that everyone is a bit more cheerful and a bit more relaxed. Maybe cause I am. But none the less. I hope everyone is getting something from their wishlist. May is better than christmas and every year it brings something far greater than any christmas present ever could.

Cin-Cin here's to a wonderful May full of granted wishes.

2011-04-15T10:18:00.005-04:00

I haven't been following the debates of this election.
I saw something on the other day on CBC Francais and all I can say is Harper's french sucks.
I'm hoping we can start making some change. We can start putting the important issues that are current ahead of our Prime Mister's childish fantasies of armies and wars. Why are the Oil Sands on such a back burner? The rest of the world knows we have a huge problem that our government is trying to cover up and is in denial about. The conservatives don't even think that the Tar Sands are a problem. Yeah, ok. We need to all start being more active. We really can't let dumb fuck faces ruin this beautiful land that makes our country what it is.
I say this as I'm sipping out of my disposable coffee cup. I really need to re-think my own decisions, comfort and convenience.
The most convenient choice is sometimes the worst one in the end.

Take a few minutes and see who might be a good candidate to have your vote.

2011-04-11T15:52:00.003-04:00

IT'S MISTER STEAL YOUR FACE!

2011-04-08T15:59:00.004-04:00

Soooooooooooooooooooo happy yet I'm too tired to feel it.
Boom box your chippy doodles. Head bang your thai noodles.
Increase volume to maximum. Press play and gooooooooooooo.

Things I love:
When I make Ryan laugh with my ridiculous songs about pregnant ladies in parking lots.
Seeing people look like hamsters/guinea pigs.
Having friends that make me feel special. In all the right ways.
Having friends that call me crazy. In all the right ways and not in all the right ways.
Speaking polish at work really loud while swearing and cussing out people. PIZDA!!!
Seeing Operation Shawshank 50% complete.
Being told I did something great!
Cheese sandwiches.
Ryan's burger bbq'ing skills.
Ryan's handy man skills. Get your mind out of the gutter, I really mean handy man tool skills.
Drawing something awesome with the first attempt.
Drawing something in illustrator that makes me say "you're a genius" in my head.
When E.V meows to go outside.
When E.V meows because she's happy.
Talking about life with my niece J Dawg.
Getting decorating advice from J Dawg.
Reading the Little Prince.
Coffee.
Juice.
When Evelina gets excited about getting to say Joe Mama jokes.
The coffee girl at Hula Girl Cafe.
Boxing the living shit out of a bag when I had a bad day. Oh yeah, I box now. Watch out.
Having clean socks.
Taking photos.
Me.

The end.

What do you love?

2011-03-23T16:27:00.009-04:00

Staring out my window, downtown is invisble only a few rows of houses below I see with their white roofs. Cars move around the side streets like mammoth beetles, slow.
After a few amazing days of weather. Wearing a leather jacket with a hoodie, no boots, just shoes, thin sock, no gloves, we get hit by snow again. I guess I don't mind. It really is hard to predict such things. But once again our bodies that are waking up from hibernation are frozen still to sit and wait until the warmth of the sun comes out again.
Thinking of my walk to the subway, with flakes of cold poking me in the eye, going up my nose and in my ears I think of the better days to come. There is some beauty in the white. As if its saying its last good-bye before everything turns brown then green.

Instead of hating on it, instead of shooing it away, I sit here and accept it and allow it to do it its thing.

I am loving this now:

2011-03-08T12:52:00.004-05:00

Ya, It happened again.
I cut my finger.
Not as bad as last year, none the less it is a pretty deep cut. Skin still attached. Nothing has gone missing. Thanks.

Musik.

FOSTER THE PEOPLE | PUMPED UP KICKS

Stop Me If You Think You've Heard This One Before en Yahoo! Video

2011-02-27T21:41:00.005-05:00

I also found these.

Lucas and Grandpa

Remove and Clone assignment, 3rd yr.

Man on beach.

Herman, his tit and me.

Nada and someone.

At a wedding.

Curly Sue.

Ry & Julia.

Lori.

Lori possing for falling idea.

Exchange. Eurotrip. 2000. Prague.

2011-02-27T21:08:00.010-05:00

Ryan obviously learned some improper work ethics when he used to go to china. He put me to work even though I was sick. I had to look through a box of unorganized cds. I found these different faces of me.

1985 or 1986

2004

2003

2003

2002

2004

2011-02-22T20:39:00.006-05:00

fuck diving horses.
Let's talk about this gnarly strep throat i am dealing with.

It all started with a little whisper of a tickle in the back of my throat on Sunday.
Went and got beers. Got home and passed out in my underwear along side Ryan on the couch.
I wake up Monday. Feeling like shite. Soar throat. Boo.
I wish that was it.
Then came the temperature. Then came more soreness.
I call in sick. Go to the walk-in to see "too cool for school" Dr. Long.
Seriously, at all costs avoid this walk-in in the crossways on Fundar and Bloor.
After waiting to bee seen for an hour and waiting in line to be able to be seen for a half, the dude busts into my room barely checks out my problem and prescribes antibiotics. When I say he barely checked out my throat. He shone his little light in my mouth for a nano second and pulled out his prescription pad.

Conversation followed:

"I'm going to give you antibiotics"
"Grreat"
"I am great. I'm a great doctor, take these for five days, in two you will start to feel better"
"Cool"
"I am cool, I'm a great and cool doctor. I do great work and I'm cool".

WHAT???

So last night after taking anti's for 2 days I couldn't sleep. I couldn't swallow. I had a crazy high fever. My throat felt like there was a burning man festival going on inside my esophagus. It felt acidic, burning, dry and uncomfortable.

Not to mention the little shut eye i did get I had crazy nightmares about my brother.
That sucked.
5am I wake up to drink some honey and water. Can't swallow.
I go to see where I call for mild emergencies.
My anti's are obviously not working. And I've got a pretty serious infection.
The nurse, at Telehealth tells me there is a 3hour waiting period for call backs.
At 7:26 I get a call back. Nurse dude asks me dumb questions on which I waste the little I have left of my voice. And tells me to go back to the doctor.
Because Ry is who he is, he goes and saves me a spot at the walk-in, in the early hours. He gets second place.
I call a taxi right before the doc's office opens head in, health card, sit down, get called, wait in room #2.

I hear the same fucken dumb cool spiel fuckface did on me with the patient next door.
I wasn't in the mood to joke around when he came into my room. I think he sensed that. As this time, he was a bit more serious, took a throat swab, and prescribed an A-Bomb combination of antibiotics.
"You can't drink alcohol on these"

Do you really think I look in a state where I'm thinking about alcohol. I can barely hold myself up from lack of energy and a complete defeat with my immune system and you make sure to tell me I can't have alcohol!!

I sound like death. All I can do is try to sleep. Sit up cough (which feels like someone is shoving razor blades down my throat), spit out extra mucous and wipe my drippy snot.

The pain is only calmed down because I keep popping Tylenol's.
I can't have any type of juice because it feels like a chemical peel.
I hope tonight i can sleep a bit better.

2011-02-18T16:55:00.000-05:00

RAINBOWS!

robo-rainbow from mudlevel on Vimeo.

2011-02-18T16:32:00.003-05:00

HOLY SHIT SPRING IS COMING!!!

All day today I feel like my body has been on a constant wake up cycle.
I begin having a little energy and then I get all dozy. Could it be? My body is actually waking up from hibernation? Possibly. Don't know, you should ask a scientist.

Tonight will be a taste of what summer is allllll about.
Friends. Food. Dancing. Wine. Being Loud. Laughing.

It's Evelina's Geburtstag tag and everyone's invited.

I don't think I've felt this calm in a while. I mean i'm anxious all the time.
Nerve reck when it comes to opportunities. Keeping words of wisdom "whatever will be, will be" on hand to keep me settled.
Really works.

I'm still waiting on my damn glasses. Two more weeks from today. It's already been 5.

Got a pair of Scheiße Hosen. Will see if I can pull them off. To my defense they are jean and not cotton. Hopefully I won't look like the group of Norwegian cougar Schlampe's.

Everything else seems great!

Tune in next week for a post about diving horses.

2011-02-07T10:41:00.013-05:00

FIST CITY

Haven't slept-in this bad in a while.
I had a crazy busy run-around weekend and I guess I needed sleep.
Gosh.
Last night we went to see Best Coast and Wavves.
We left pretty late because we all know how much I love concert crowds and such, se we got there after Wavves had already started.
There was really good energy in the building but I quickly spotted the anticipated d-bags.
We kind of moved through to the front of the drinking crowd and were saved from all confrontations. Well when we got to our spot there was a couple that was doing this ska-hopping around dance. Flailing their arms and shit, but that soon got boring and they went to get beer.
Between Wavves and Best Coast switch up there was a couple making out the whole time behind us. We didn't have to look at them because like I said we were in front of them, but image if we weren't, this post would've been much different. GAWD keep it in your pants and in your mouth, you guys suck, get a room or like in the past get the tall people to gather round and then do it.

It feels good to have gone to a show that didn't make me angry.
Someone or something made lead singer Bethany mad cause she kind of just threw her guitar pick and busted off the stage.
Did I mention they had beach balls. That was fun. And how could I get mad when there were beach balls everywhere in the air flying hitting people in their faces?

Snowmagedon last week fell short, and now I feel like they are going to withhold any warnings because they feel like it will be another disappointment. But I say DO IT!! I want days off from work. Dammit.

E.V lost a fang.
She officially got her 43rd nickname, E-VIS. Her lip curls up and she reminds us of the king.
We noticed her fang got chipped after her curled up lip was a constant source of amusement.
Poor her, had to go under and get operated on. The rest of the fang is out. So now she is missing a tooth and looks a bit trashy. But at the same time fucken bad ass. How many people can say their cat lost a tooth in a brawl?

How beautiful is this woman? She makes me stare.
LORETTA LYNN | FIST CITY

LORETTA LYNN | YOU AINT WOMAN ENOUGH(TO TAKE MY MAN)

HOW MUCH IS THEIR BILL YOU FIGURE?

WAVVES

PEEPING TOM-CAT

SNOW DAY

I LOVE SNOWWW. WATCH ME JUMP. YAY

I HATE SNOW. WATCH ME FALL.

RYANISLAW WILDINSKI

CRISPY

STALKER

Recently, I've noticed lots of people working with their animals. The idea is lovely. This is in a stush store in yorkville.

This is a cat on Roncy. Meow. Buy Clothes!

Me shooting, OLIBERTE CATALOGUE

TORONTO at DUSK

TORONTO

INDIAN FOOD, it was retarded.

Kids talking hockey.

The second girl in from the left looks really scared. Evelina pointed this out to me, now everytime I see this ad I laugh out loud.

Waiting for the train.

Ken's B-Day

Beac's food getting served up.

2011-01-11T15:51:00.003-05:00

NAMASTE

The New Year has come in with a bang. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, but like a cartoon, flying out of the cart as its speeding round the bend. Holding onto my hat with one hand and to the rail with the other.
There's no time, but so much at the same time. It's like a box it may look small but with some brain power and imagination you can cram so much into it that you didn't think possible.

Ryan has become my new yoga partner. He's great. Almost like having my brain in two places at once. While I'm still at work, he's putting my shit together at home. Meeting me at practice where I can change and go into shavasana. Bliss.
We have also come across an instructor that I feel is an amazing person who teaches me a life lesson every week that I go.
He's a bit of a hard ass, and says things in the best of ways. To the point.

Yesterday, he said that we should remember the calmness we have in practice, next time we get angry or frustrated with uncalming situations. Love this.
Last week he said while we were balancing in Tree Pose, that we need to remember when we're tempted to relax our pose and start leaning to the side that feels comfortable we end up falling out of pose because we come unbalanced. Just like in life, the things that we do that are comfortable are the same things that put our life out of balance.
He's become a weekly routine.
Which got me thinking.

A lot of the people I see in my life are almost like appointments. Specialists.
I create a routine with them. I make time to see them.
The time I spend at home I have scheduled in for myself. But the other people in my life get also scheduled in.
Friends become like Fred the butcher at "EAT MEAT" that you go see, over BOB the butcher at "HUNGRY HEN". Because you develop a relationship and trust that is hard to break. You get to a point in your life where you don't jump around from Fred to Bob to Fred. You stick to one.

Fred knows, that you like your meat cut this way and he even sometimes throws in a little extra, because he likes you THAT much.
Bob says hello. Asks how you are, but you know the Fred won't have to say anything to make you feel like he appreciates your business.

*kind of funny that my metaphor uses butchers and meat since this is after all Veggie-Mafia.

I came to this conclusion because when I make my appointments with my hair dresser or cosmetician, or esthetician or cobbler, or eye doctor. I always want to see the same one. Because when I'm given a choice I still pick them. And when I don't, I realize how great they are because the service I get from the new person isn't comparable. Maybe because my usuals feel the same way about me as I do about them. We click. We have chemistry.

I guess the moral of the story here is, spend time and money with the people that do it for you. And when you don't want to hang out, save your money and spend time with yourself.

2011-01-01T22:12:00.009-05:00

2011

New Year's was good. It was mellow but sweet.
The positive energy was rejuvenating. Can't wait for this year.
Bring it on!

2011-01-01T21:04:00.011-05:00

2010-12-29T21:22:00.007-05:00

2010-12-29T21:00:00.003-05:00

PANNA JOT

2010-12-26T01:28:00.011-05:00

Woah There! You're poking me in the eye with the corner of your smile.

pom pom your ass clots bieber my balls.
hahah so funny. just watched MTV Live. It was halare.
Check.

Season Festivities have been so far so good.
After working a 22 hour day on Tuesday.
I took the rest of the week off. Got a fucken massage. Cooked and Baked and ate.

Christmas this year was a bit unexpected. I mean I've been waiting for it for a while now. Thinking of all the delicious food. But, when the day came it just came and went. It's almost as if I was floating around and so much good shit was happening that it was hard to just hold on to one moment.

That is why I've been attempting to explain my happiness in words. To talk about what I've learned but there is far too much to talk about, to explain to even try to cover that I will leave it at: Happy Holidays Everyone.

GET QUICK GOT IT!

2010-12-13T23:01:00.005-05:00

Time, time, time. Is fly-ing by, by, bye.

The moto for 2010. So close to the end. Seems like this year past in a blink.
A spiritual journey it was, glad to be on the other side now.

Started appreciating more of what I've got, sticking to positivity, licking away negativity. Seeing name in lights. Not mine you silly bum. Ryan's. He's having his video premier this weekend. Excuse me, a collection of street skating clips. Excited cause it kicks ass. He kicks everyones ass.
Speaking of which, he will be throwing fire hairy eye balls at people at this years christmas party that I think deserve a chunk of coal. That's right. There I go, running my mouth again.
The more I try to plug it, the more it comes out all at once. I'm just gonna speak as I feel.

What happend to reading?
Any good books? Amazon has my credit card on file and my dad keeps delivering the goods. Sucks the last purchase I made was for a different career than the one I now choose to pursue.

I have to prolong camera buying till next year as a new replacement for my golden gem comes out in March. Will have to do. I might explore other options to keep me satisfied till then.

Can't wait till the holidays are here. Took a day off just for cooking.
It will be like good old days. The food is making my mouth water. A feast for this beast.

Pro, the extra couch that we have will easily fit two. P+G. Whether you choose Vancity or the 416. You better be coming for a visit on your way there or when you get nicely settled in. Mia casa es su casa. Or something like that? We gotta talk soon.

Love these guys. Long intro but worth the wait.

Ryan keeps singing this. Knows all the words. Kind of worried. But not really.

Watch out it gets stuck in your head. Warned you. We can't eat dinner without singing it.

2010-11-01T13:29:00.005-04:00

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2010-10-31T15:36:00.004-04:00

I feel like I can't wait for the weekends these days.
Not because I get to sleep in. I feel the most refreshed waking up early on a Saturday.
I feel like I can't wait to go out and shoot.
Yesterday with gin+orange in my hand I asked the tired Ryan if he could pose for me. I had a vision of him floating in the kitchen and sticking his head in the oven.
There are many great poses he struck hovering but these are a couple of my faves. He might have been inspired by the voguing show we saw at the Gladstone on Friday.

Courtesy of Kathrine:

2010-10-30T19:37:00.001-04:00

2010-10-29T12:26:00.002-04:00

THE CITY GOT SCREWED OVER BY THE 'BURBS.

2010-10-28T16:52:00.002-04:00

I DON'T BITE MY NAILS

2010-10-26T14:19:00.007-04:00

TOP 5 PEOPLE THAT SHOULD BE AVOIDED AT CONCERTS

5LITERAL LYRIC FAN. A fan signaling towards the performer what the performer is singing. Example. If the lyrics are ".. but it's getting old by the 15th time...". There is really no need for the fan to motion with one hand a high five in the air three times to equal 15. Thanks. You stupid asshole, just watch the fucken show, we all know the lyrics and just because you have rehearsed the song and made a cute little dance and action that your girlfriend and your other douche friends can copy, doesn't make you a choreographer. Keep it behind close doors.Thanks.

4 I'D RATHER ENJOY THE CONCERT THROUGH MY CAMERA FAN. Recording the concert on an electronic device other than an actual cam corder prevents me from having a good view of the band I came to see. You stupid jerks. I want to see the fucken stage and not your fucken camera,phone or other shitty device. I paid money to see the band live, not what you're going to stick on youtube later. I hope your batteries die when you're ready to upload your shit on a social network to prove to your friends how cool you are, which will make you wait while your shit recharges and it takes that much longer for your non-sense to be on the world wide web. D-Bag.

3ME MYSELF AND THE BAND FAN. Dancers, movers and shakers to the umph hyperness. Please, I have been known to jump into a crowd once or a hundred times in my youth. Now, the arthritis and the fact that I might actuallly fall asleep in the middle of it prevent me from getting down. Seriously though, be considerate of those around you. If you want to jump around. Fine. You want to jump on my foot. Ok, you didn't see it. But flinging your huge sweaty head of hair in my face while I'm trying to watch. NOT FUCKEN COOL. It's not like you didn't know I was there, you stepped on my foot. Remember?

2I CAN SEE FROM ANYWHERE, BUT CHOOSE TO STAND IN FRONT OF YOU SHORT LITTLE ONE FAN. Tall people to the back. I love all the tall people in my life. I don't like them a head of me at a show. You're blocking my fucken view. I hate you. I said this once, I'll say it again. The solution for this problem is to arrange the crow according to height. Short front, Tall back. Everyone will see, and this bullshit about tall people not ever getting up close. Who knows maybe at your next show there will be a majority of tall people that buy tickets and you will be closer than you expected. Yay.

1MUSIC MAKES ME WANT TO TOUCH FAN. There are three types of fans under this category. 1a, fans that need to keep their significant others hand on their knee while they sit and watch a rock'n'roll show. You're boring and something tells me you're clingy. 1b, the make-out fan. They stand right in front of you doing their thing with their tongues not quite in each others mouths. They sloppy kiss while the rest of us behind them watch. I get it, you're young and its either here or in the car or in the school bathroom but,Fuck you. Go to the back with the tall kids, ask them to circle around you and maybe you could have a good fuck while listening to the band you came to see. 1c, Hip leaders. The guys that have the constant need to keep their hands on their girlfriend's hips as they stand behind them. No, Your girlfriend won't runaway if you let her stand beside you as an equal.

I understand that all these fans just want to have fun at a concert. No one should tell them how to act. But all I'm saying is avoid these fuckers. Move away when you see this happening in front of you and you will enjoy the show that much more.

2010-10-25T10:44:00.006-04:00

GENERAL REQUIREMENTS.

I've noticed today that I call my mom a lot.
From 7:30-9:30 I spoke with her twice.
Then once when I got to work to let her know I ordered her shoes she wanted.

I don't know where this comes from.
My mom is (in no specific order): 1. my bfffffff , 2. the person i spill my guts onto, 3. the person that tells me shit i hate hearing, 5. inspiration 6. motivation.

It sounds so cliché when people say they do things for their parents. Like over thanking Jesus at the Grammy's.
But really, my parents sacrifficed so much fucken shit for me and my brother. Worked their asses off, without sleep working a multiple amounts of jobs, all while taking care of us, all while trying to learn a language, all while their parents were an ocean away. I guess this is the life of immigrants. Leaving what they know, people they love to start a better life for their young families. Shit, I remember being a brat too. It kills me inside. So much guilt takes over. I know it was a combination of being a teenager and what not. But fuck how much I appreciate them now. I feel like I'm trying to make up for all the times that I stomped up the stairs and yelled from my room profanities until I heard one of them run up the stairs and then I would lock myself in the bathroom. Poor me. How much my life sucks, i would think. My parents suck, my life sucks, the shirt I'm wearing sucks, well no, my shirt rocked. I would think all those things all because they wouldn't let me go somewhere or some stupid shit that obviously didn't matter. Wow. I wans't like that my whole life. Just during angst years.

Now, yeah my mom still gets on my nerves, especially when she preaches her philosophies of life onto me. Reminds me to bundle up and to start eating liver because I will pass out from too little iron.
How can you find someone so annoying when all their doing is just looking out for you?
Why do we find that sort of attention irritating and over the top.
Like yeah mom, i checked the weather network i see it's freaking cold thanks.
There's other ways to increase my iron and it's not going to be through liver and onions.

I kind of notice this behaviour with E.V, as it's the same relationship my mom and I have.
If i lay on top of her while she's trying to sleep, because she's so fucken cute and all I want to do is just stick my face into her curled up self. She just runs away. All I want to do is just love her. Why doesn't she get that?

Ryan once said that dogs are like toddlers, in constant need for attention and care.
While cats are teenagers.
Coming and going when they feel like it.

When things become in perspective. Where you can see all corners of the room, you start to realize you placement inside. What is expected of you, what your role in life should be to the other people in your space, in your life. It's amazing when you can start changing behaviour from annoyed to accepting, to welcoming.

REAL ESTATE | BEACH COMBER

LYKKE LI | GET SOME

2010-10-13T15:01:00.004-04:00

I'm sticking to my guy like a stamp to a letter,like birds of a feather, we stick together.

Working with a nutritionist doctor to get all my vitamins in check.
Realized I have a low in a lot of places and need to fix it, quick, snap.
It's all working out though because I'm doing a lot of what I love. Eating.
My heads been pounding for reasons unknown. Might be weather, might be change in lifestyle.
Miami maybe on the horizon.
Always a dilemma.

Transformation of our office space is beginning to take on new beginnings.
Burst out in tears when I noticed that I couldn't see myself in the space except a Polish poster hanging on the wall.
Never feels good when your scent has been over powered by others pissing on your pole.
Almost like a linger of a familiar perfume disappearing into the air, a person leaving a room, soon becomes overtaken by new. Is it there? I thought I smelled it, nope it's gone.

Sounds more serious than it is.
CHILL OUT.

WARPAINT | BILLIE HOLIDAY

click to download

2010-09-27T12:45:00.003-04:00

"Don't I look like a Halle Berry posta?"

People. People, people, people, people, people.
After the movie the conclusion is. Eat fish, but make sure you know what fish are in season. Where they stock properly caught fish and don't assume it's all good. Support the companies/grocers/suppliers that fish properly and make it a point to change the way fish are caught. These guys need the money in order to change the way we fish. Not the fuckers that don't give a flying fuck about if our oceans will be massive pools of "empty" water. Or better yet, infested with lobster. Also, see the movie when you get the chance. That's "The End of the Line". Thank you.

Now onto a brighter subject. Me. I would like to share with the world the long awaited reveal of what I would like my hair to look like in the fall. If your interest has fallen short here, thank you for your time and see you soon. For the others please refer below.
The going down of this fantastic event will be next weekend. With much discussion, brainstorming and help from professionals everywhere I am honoured to announce the look for Fall 2010.

*applause light on*
*applause light off*

Also, side not to PRO, How many books are you done reading. Cause I've got a really good new one for you!!!

2010-09-15T15:57:00.004-04:00

Why is it when we need time we aint got it,
When we have time, we're at the wrong place to take advantage of it.

Boobs.

I think fall is almost here.
I feel so tired.

Tonight I'm going to see a movie about the oceans and fishing

It will be good to see since we consume a lot of fish.
We try to make the best choices when we purchase fish for dinner. Some stores really specify which fish were caught in a sustainable and friendly way. Whole Foods has a good system. The fish has always been fresh. PISCES on Yonge is really good too. We were going to Snapper's in Bloor West, but I find the fish tastes a bit old or too fishy. As weird as it sounds too I hate when they put the fish in a plastic bag and it gets all mangled. I like my fish wrapped in some butcher paper.
We BBQ'd some wild Halibut the other day and Holy Jesus it tasted like it came from a five star restaurant.

Today we are planning to go to Chippy's, It seems that the choice of fish they have on the menu are for the most part in season. I guess I will have to look into it a bit more. We might be so turned off from fish after the movie, where we will then have chocolate cake for dinner. I hope this movie informs me and doesn't turn me away from fish because seriously I can only eat so much tofu.

___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Check this out:
It's a hotel in Milan, Maison Moschino. http://www.maisonmoschino.com
A hotel that one day I would love to stay at.

2010-09-12T23:24:00.014-04:00

SUMMER//&*FUN

My first free weekend in months. Well I guess not free but one where nothing was a)wrong with me, b)I had no engagements and c) workfree.
Last couple of weekends I had a mixture of everything. I was sick and had shit to do. Got all my wisdom teeth removed then went to the cottage. Squish squish darling I know.

Weather was fabulous. Bright, sunny and fresh.
Haven't been on my bike in days and felt great to start my weekly routine at the village.
Another thing I haven't done in forever is cook.
I don't know if I actually was down or something but I didn't even feel like cooking.
Bad sign for errbody.
I was inspired by the clutter of nothing good in our cupboards and managed to make delicious braised lentils in a red wine reduction sauce. The next day I added two dollops of plain yogurt and some goat cheese and had a new dish on my hands.

Went and hung out at the park where to my surprise no one was around, just the couple making out behind me on a bench. I brought a thermos of tea and sat planning out some of my future projects and things.

I kept looking up because there was pure silence and just the setting sun beaming on my face. I couldn't believe I was actually in the city.

Here are some photos to pay homage to a great summer!

I'M NOT AT WORK / I'M ON A BOAT

INTERPOL

WE READ

REFRESH!

NATURE

AIRING OUT THE LAUNDRY / DOCK SPIDERS IN THE SHED (the size of my hand!)

HIKING WITH JULIA / GETTING LOST IN THE WOODS

BBMB VISITS E.V / E.V IN NO STATE TO SEE BBMB (big black massive balls)

CHIPMUNK LOVES TO EAT

SYBILLE AND NINA / LAST DAYS IN BERLIN

IN THE COMPANY OF FRANCESCA & JILL/ NOTHING HAS CHANGED

"SPUTNIK WE'VE GOT A MOUSE" / "WE'LL SEND E.V FOR PATROL"

TOAD THAT ATE THE FLY/ THAT ATE THE HORSE / THAT KILLED THE DRAGONFLY...not. /WE SAVED THE DRAGONFLY

SUE IN HER KAYAK

MY FIRST RIDE

RY

JELLYFISH 3D COME TAKE OVER BLACKWATER LAKE

PARIMAL'S BIRTHDAY BASH

DAMIEN, ARE YOU A DOCTOR?

BERLIN

STARE MIASTO GDANSK

VIEW

THE GHOST IN THE CASTLE CAN YOU SEE HIM?

2010-08-26T13:38:00.003-04:00

kruder&dorfmeister day in day out

Feels like a rain cloud is over my head and no matter how strong the winds are, it aint budging.
I'm not thinking negative in the slightest but it comes off that I'm constantly bummed.
I guess it all depends on context. If i was alone on a beach under an umbrella and didn't want to interact with others, I would be left alone at peace. Here, I come off rude. Rude I consider fakeness, honesty I consider bliss.

Kruder&Dorfmeister have been getting me through days at work. They block out sound white noise styles.

My go to song before I start work after work is Diva. Cause we all know Diva is a female version of a hustla.
And I've been hustling.

This makes me smile.

This makes me smile. Thanks E.

2010-08-16T23:24:00.006-04:00

blumen+blühen

Photos from April. When cherry blossoms showered the High Park lawns with pink pedals.
Thank You Kathrine and Rachel.

2010-08-13T17:19:00.006-04:00

lost&found.

cleaning up i found an old agfa 120 film.
suprise. it was john grimes.

also. today while shredding shit, i watched christina aguilera in concert. and if you hear of her coming please let me know because i really want to go see her. can we say amazing? i can. britney sucks big farts compared to this one. in fact i heard britney sucks christina aguilera's farts. it started way back in the mickey mouse club. also explains why christina was so skinny as a kid. also explains why britney got as far as she did.

i spent two hours travelling in search of red binders today. can someone please stop me. or find them for me. or find me white binders with silver ring finger pulls. that would be such great help. thanks in advance.

2010-08-13T16:56:00.001-04:00

2010-08-09T12:53:00.005-04:00

your break lights are on.

Ryan and I are attempting to clean up our apartment.
We've got tons of shit and shit we don't need.
I had to put all my sketchbooks away into boxes. There were 3 boxes and a tetris style of packing them in. Since they are all different. First I liked small molskines, then I liked hard cover thick bound books, then small square ones and now i'm loving molskine plain 4x8. They absorb the pens, pencils and markers I like to use.

STAY POSITIVE + Alex likes soy latte's

SHORT FILM, BERLIN

POLAND

RESPONDING TO LIFE'S KINKS

The first one of these I wrote break instead of brake. I know. English is my second language.

eeee-eee-e-eeee

2010-07-30T21:23:00.002-04:00

GET READY FOR THIS...de-ne-te-de-te-de-te-de-te (you know the techno sounds of the 90's)
This band has been making so much sense to me.
There lyrics are something I can much relate to.
I think they're smart and so is their work.
These irish lads are pretty great.
It's what gets me through workdays.
Because their sound blocks out all the other shit noises.
Well all except the beautiful voice of Evelina.

TWO DOOR CINEMA CLUB | I CAN TALK

Back in the day, Ian and I would drive in silence (well I would probably talk within the breaks), but we would be listening to BUCK 65. I think one of the greatest Canadian storytellers of all time.

BUCK 65 | ROSES AND BLUEJAYS

BUCK 65 | PHIL

BUCK 65 | CRIES A GIRL

BUCK 65 | 463

This was sent to me by PRO!, a great reminder of the Tri-City. Please take a look. It looks great!

TRICITY from VELOUR on Vimeo.

2010-07-27T11:15:00.002-04:00

Honey, you so sweet./Sugar got a long way to catch you/You so sweet/All I gotta do is add a 'lil lemon/You my favorite drank/Ya make me thank/Honey you so sweet

Perfect day for some honey.

HONEY|ERYKAH BADU

2010-07-23T17:17:00.005-04:00

this is how WE do

Way back, my dad went to a great deal of trouble in getting me a medium format camera. He ended up getting me a KIEV from Russia that is an impersonator of the Hassleblad. None the less its great.
I took it with me to Europe and the last roll I developed was the first roll ever that I got all exposures correct, well except one. So proud. I love the final outcome.
Photos were taken on film then scanned. These are no Hipstamatic iPhone schiesse. Thank you.

BERLIN

PARIS

2010-07-21T13:50:00.001-04:00

Nostalgia.

93 TIL INFINITY | SOULS OF MISCHIEF

2010-07-20T22:29:00.007-04:00

Dear Miami,

Summer is kind of flying by.
Even though its great that there is at least one good month left, it still feels like another year flew by.
Sometimes you reflect on years past and realize nothings changed, sometimes you think back to a year prior and realize that everything has changed.
As you finish organizing the flip of what was and what is you start seeing and learning the life lessons first hand.

I think back to the summers back in London where keeping hydrated involved constantly staying drunk and then working hungover drinking sugar and coffee, smoking cigarettes until the sunset and the party began again. The amount of times I stole a pint of beer by sticking it in my purse, walking a few feet, having it spill, making my belongings smell like ass, didn't teach me a lesson for the future. I just kept doing it thinking that one of the times the pint will be full once I get out of sight.

Walking down Talbot hammered by that eyeglass place by the Last Drop. Shit.

In the winter time constantly getting antsy with Lori while she grabbed her belongings and I would stand there and say "Let's go. Come on. Hurry up", stepping out on the GT's patio lighting up a smoke and getting irritated if anyone else joined us.

Doing liquid cocaine's as Lori pulled my arm back, stuck a pointed finger in whose ever face that was feeding me the shit and yell "no".

Pouring wine into apple juice glass bottles as a cop car pulled up and asked Rachel and I what we were doing. Replying "we just got back from Europe and things over there are different".

Nada constantly licking my face.

Sleeping in the lab for almost a week, while others were off on vacation. Allowing ourselves to watch a movie on chairs pulled together and sleeping there just to get up in the morning and keep shooting and working on photos.

Ian climbing the roof to save a cat.
Climbing roofs with Ian. Looking into windows where dudes watched tv. Cats meowed and almost blew our cover. Hearing people downstairs line up to get into a club, while we spraypainted walls, drank wine and pissed behind green boxes.

Lemon time was smoke and chit chat time.

Chekkah-Boaaad.

Jimmy's hugs.

Lori's support.

Rachel's advice.

Sigh.
I need to get that movie from Brooke.
Why you gotta make things complicated?

MOM&DAD

NADA LICKING

KUBA | I MISS HIM

That was fun.

2010-07-15T23:14:00.005-04:00

Perhaps, it's the end.

Out with the old in with the new.
Opening my doors to new things.

I remember reading an article in Psychology Today about how we all have problems living a balanced life of old,present and future.

We focus either too much on the past, where we remember good things about our past that help us live in the present. We also think a lot of the future. Like " It's ok if I work a 80 hour week it will be worth it in the future". But we hardly ever live in the present, past and future all at the same time.

We are flawed. It is quite interesting and quite the feeling to achieve all. Almost like meditation where you imagine a triangle and bounce your brain from one angle to the other. Living to the fullest you should spring between all memories and or future expectations or dreams.

I realized lately that back in December I told myself I needed to do more things that made me happy and made me fill fulfilled. Such as shooting and or designing things that I liked. I counted the other day and in the past 7 months I've taken on 9 projects. It feels good to calculate and see the result.

Currently, I've completed almost a project. And am excited to get moving onto the next. I'm really excited to start a new website. I'm really excited not to give a fuck.

2010-07-14T20:39:00.008-04:00

"In a particular photo one girl has a whip clenched between her teeth. She looked great. But I think Mr. Hermes had a fit when he saw the photos."
Helmut Newton

When I was living in Berlin, I obviously went and visited the Museum für Fotografie. Which shows Helmut Newtons work. It was also showing Alice Springs, which is really June Newton and her photographie. That visit was so inspirational I walked away mesmerized. They were showing a film by June about Helmut Newton and because I was stressed for time I bought the video for 29€, best money ever spent. If you search for it on youtube you will be able to find it in parts. Just watch it.

That movie is soo fucken inspirational. Allows you to step into his brain through no other then the person who knows him best. All it does is just makes me want to pick up my camera and shoot.

Side note:
Saw this and couldn't stop laughing.

Gonna get back to work.

WORK ON THIS:

http://www.billyundhells.de

2010-07-12T20:32:00.004-04:00

HANDLE IT.

Exsqueeze me?
What is this.
A shot of inspiration up the old vein?
Perhaps, or maybe something to wiggle in your chair to.

WE HAVE BAND | YOU CAME OUT

WE HAVE BAND | OH!

WE HAVE BAND | DIVISIVE

2010-07-11T14:30:00.000-04:00

Hey Ry remember this?

2010-07-10T19:00:00.010-04:00

She's a good girl, loves her mama
Loves Jesus and America too
She's a good girl, crazy 'bout Elvis
Loves horses and her boyfriend too

It's a beautiful Saturday and I'm at work.
After a battle back in April of who can do a faster job photoshopin' elevations (i won.its exciting) I am recruited to once again put my skills to good use and do 4 in the next 48hrs.
Aint complaining as I have a ridiculous amount of overtime to catch up on being away and all.

My Saturday wasn't a complete waste.
Started my day off by going to Jano's for brunch. Where him and his brother cooked for a group of us delicious food.
It was nice hanging out with people that I'm not so familiar with but hear about.
It was also nice to see the New York Squat team back in one spot. Reunite.

Biked around.
Meet up with Rachel London Co. didn't work out.
Next weekend.
Next weekend seeing Piskunowicz crew.

Last night was Parimal's birthday gig.
Went well. Dinner was so good.
Too bad I was tired to stay longer but non the less seeing those faces was a recharge to the system.
Funny how when you leave for a while you don't tend to think it's been a while when you see people you don't necessarily care for. But the ones you love you feel like you haven't seen in forever.

I was introduced to this today at brunch. It is amazing, inspiring and beautiful.
He does this all in one breath.

FREE FALL | filmed by JULIE GAUTIER

JJ | ECSTASY (click link if you want to download)

BEACH HOUSE | NORWAY

JENALLE MONAE | TIGHTROPE (reminds me of Beyonce's-Why don't you love me, would be a good mix)

CHIDDY BANG | OPPOSITE OF ADULTS

GOOD ENOUGH |

2010-07-09T09:26:00.002-04:00

RAINNNNNNNNNNNN

Won't lie, past week feels like I got trapped in a sauna.
Going to work has been a pleasure.
Today feels like the plug has been unplugged.

EAST 17 | LET IT RAIN

2010-07-06T11:47:00.003-04:00

JAF FHNNNNNN

Even though I am miles away from some of the koolest/kindest/bestest people everrr, they send positive vibes with each day.
Little messages and little pats and pushes on my butt.

When I needed a hug this was delivered. Telepathically. I know it.

HURTS | WONDERFUL LIFE

2010-07-01T15:33:00.004-04:00

LIGHTER

On home soil now.
Good to be back as I say it I think sucks to have to come back.
Not cause I can't stand it here. It was just really awesome there.

Slowly getting into the groove of things. Work is actually really calm.
I feel great.
No stress.

Have been listening to Outkast a lot lately.
Maybe that is why a smile can't leave my face.

2010-06-20T16:14:00.012-04:00

POLSKA

I wake up last Sunday with a huge head and start to pack. Nina and Mike's went wayyyy later than anticipated. Besides feeling horrible the trip from our house to the airport went smooth. Plane ride was quick and easy too.

Got picked up by wujek Zdzichu and Kasia. Ryan quickly got a taste of one of my fave people. Just like me, we hung out in the parking lot while my uncle searched for the parking ticket that he swore he put in his pocket a few minutes ago. Yeah, Evelina, smile here because this is the same behaviour on my part that makes you have to wait for me all the time. ;). It's genetic.

After visiting my Babcia and hearing about her working for the German lady story, eating some delicious polish food and having some family quality time we headed to the beach. Where a 40 minute walk turned into 4 hours. Frozen to the bones every step worth it. We toured the world famous Kruzensztern sailboat that young Russians were training on.
Neither one of us had our cameras so it totally sucked in that aspect.
Then we went to warm up and listen to some Shanties. Ahhh.

Bydgoszcz was also fun. I got to see some more family and eat well. On our trip we saw some stork nests. We also visited a castle in Radzyn where we climbed one of the towers, I think captured a ghost on camera and ate some Kelbaski. Ryan sat in the back. Through out this trip his number one companion/new bestfriend was Gafa

Hanging out with my grams was awesome, we are writing a cookbook together. She's a true chef because through our sessions she kept repeating that you need to feel it with you heart. She loved Ryan and said he has a calm soul. She said he is handsome and if he would like he could dye his hair a chestnut brown. I told her he dyed it once black. She said NO. Chestnut brown. This is my grandma and our cookbook will be awesome.

We walked around Gdansk and then met up with Peter.
He showed us a good pizza place and wicked place to chill for drinks.
After Ryan worked out his headache the two hit it off and once again Ryan and his redlocks captured a friend.

Next day met up with Rege. Long time no see. Was good but short. Kind of weird. The End.
I met up with Peter's gang which included now Ryan. In the couple of hours that I was gone Ryan was already singing a polish song when I arrived. Besides constantly yelling Party Machen! And a ridiculous amount of alcohol (thank you for all those who provided)lets just say I got a bit of Agatude after having a couple of sips of a drink that tasted like melted gummy bears (which I am sure I kept yelling all night after tasting it —sorry). The taste in music was not up my alley upon arrival so I thought I could change it. Wrong. Ace of Base won the vote and I got boo'd (slapped in the ass). I returned to our little corner by the door where familiar smiling faces filled me with happy vibes. After singing to songs that I don't remember I smashed my elbow on a girls wine glass and cut it open. Thankfully, out of the two of us Ryan is much more responsible and he took care of it. We partied a little more and then left.
I liked this little group of old/new friends and can't wait to see them again soon.
You make me realize how lucky I am to have a friend like you.
Next day we climbed on board AIRBERLIN same state as the week before, sat down, half asleep with huge glowing smiles on our faces.

Dzieki.

GDYNIA | WUJEK'S i CIOCIA'S

TO WABRZEZNO

PLACE OF BIRTH

REPRESENTING THE BACK SEAT

GAFA

RADZYN

POLISH ORCHARD

SLEEPING STORK

PARTY MACHEN

P.S. I can't get this out of my head.

2010-06-20T15:48:00.006-04:00

FOOD
.
The best way to win me over is with food.
Here are a few awesome things we've eaten on our trip.
All were amazing and delicious. We were always so excited to eat hence the food half eaten.

HABBA HABBA - BERLIN | TURKISH FUSION

ZAPIEKANKI - GDANSK | POLISH HOT SUB

CUKERNIK SOWA-BYDGOSZCZ | ORANGE CHOCOLATE CAKE

(IN THE COURTYARD OF A 600YR OLD CASTLE) - RADZYN| KELBASKI ON FIRE

BERLIN | RYAN'S LEMONADE

KUJAWSKA RESTAURANT - BYDGOSZCZ | TROUT

A&R CREATION |SALAD WITH HALUMIE CHEESE + QUARK

BERLIN STREET FALAFEL

2010-06-20T13:47:00.010-04:00

PLATZ'S UND STRAßES
.

Berlin has been going good. Writing this from memory as many incidences have occurred and I haven't been updating. Photo taking has been a regular and a must. Site seeing has been placed on the back burner, but experiencing has been broughten on.
As a whole I guess I'm starting to like the idea of moving across the ocean.
Mainly because of some old friends that are tugging at my heart strings. Making me feel what it really was about this country and continent that made me daydream.

New people that we've met here have almost been like masseuses, massaging our necks and telling us its ok to relax. Whatever it is that they are doing, its really working on us.

SQUATTING HOUSE | TANK GIRL TRUCK

POLITICAL GRAFFITI | KREUZBERG

BERLIN IS CHANGING

WHOSE THIS GUY?

MOVEMENT TO STOP CORPORATIONS FROM MOVING IN

MR.SECHS

MROW

SQUATTING HOUSE

DON'T MAKE ME SMOOTH YOUR ASS-PHALT

DR.CHO'S | SMOKERS

DR.CHO'S | LUNA/ESTELLE/SYBILLE

DR.CHO'S | MEN DO SHOTS

DR.CHO'S | EXIT

DR.CHO'S | ELEVATORS

BY US | BEFORE & AFTER

BY US | HANG OUTS

MYSTERY PARTY | 4AM

NINA&MIKE | WE WATCH FOOTBALL

2010-06-09T13:29:00.004-04:00

MTV BOUGHT MY SOUL
.

just noticed this video, is it new or am i just not in the know?

THE XX/ISLANDS

reminds me a bit of this:

DAFT PUNK/AROUND THE WORLD

2010-06-08T09:45:00.003-04:00

IF FANTASY NAIL PLACES HIRED GRAPHIC DESIGNERS
.

Started getting cloudy. So I stayed home.
Thought about this idea the other day while painting each finger a different colour.
Sorry about the shitty photoshop job and my paw looking all mangled.

It is kind of funny though. Imagine you're working a hard days work typing, clicking away. Nail polish that gets chipped. Annoying.

Side note: The French manicure started with poor country women working the fields and not having time to clean the dirt away from under neath their nails. They started painting the tips white to avoid the hassle.

I think a PANTONE® white tip gives a designer a touch of glam. Just as long as the nails aren't fake and ten feet long. Preferably the salons wouldn't use airbrushing to do this fine job but lettrasets and a steady hand.

HAND MODEL/AGATA

2010-06-08T08:21:00.002-04:00

LIFESTYLES OF THE POOR BUT SEXY
.

I few years ago the mayor of Berlin said:

"Berlin ist arm, aber sexy."

Klaus Wowereit

*Pause*. Berlin is great don't get me wrong. But the reason I am in love with Germany is not because of Berlin. I am in love with Germany because of my experience in my little town of 10,000 people. Good cooking. Great friends. Amazing parties. Whenever I say I stayed in a little town outside of Braunschweig. Everyone makes a moan and a squint face. Braunschweig as I take it from their explanations has a lot of money and a lot of D-bags.

I can remember a bit of both, the people that were a part of my life then and some that still are today are no D-Bags. They were a cruel part of how I am today. My lovely "lil'sis" Tine, taught me that honesty is a great trait to have. And many times the things she said to me made me feel like a huge piece of shit, I look at it now and realize that in the past 10 years since, she's been the only person like that, that i've met. Well until a few days ago.

So yeah as much as Berlin is so great and poor and sexy it also gets quite annoying.
The people that work hard for their money and hard at making something of themselves or of their careers are one thing. But these others that sit around in cafe's spending 2.50€ after 2.50€ on coffee make me wonder how?
You think starbucks is expensive?
Ryan and I had our morning coffee today. 2 cappucinos and 2 croissants 7€, that's almost 10$. Where the fuck is the protein? And when you compare how much actual nutritious food costs to a bottle of wine you slowly realize why it's called sexy. The nightlife never sleeps and i've heard of clubs that you need to make sure you go in with your head on your shoulders because after a 2 day straight party you might come out completely different. In a "sexy" sort of way.

The other day everything clicked when I was told that only 70% of Berlin is occupied. It can hold up to 7 million people and only has 3.4 million. These are numbers I am remembering so they might not add up but it's something along those lines.

It makes it a perfect city for people who don't have routine. Since there is no money to be made in the city, most young creatives are freelancers. Hence, the lifestyle of being out during the day and night. You know when you visit a city and you go "wow there is so many people it seems like no one works", It is totally true for this city.

I guess I think of Berlin as a shell a bit. Because the people in it make it what it is. And from our other night with some friends of friends I must say these friends were really great and very relaxed and it felt like time stood still.

A lot of history is here, lots of street art, lots of galleries, lots of creatives. So it's perfect for inspiration. I don't know about motivation though.
I guess the grass is always greener on the other side.

Speaking of green
I'm going to the park to lay on some grass and do some work.

2010-06-05T15:44:00.008-04:00

BEAR-LINE-RRRRRRRRRR.
\
Our house is lacking white fences and red flowers but it has all the rest.
It's quite a comfy place to chill in.
I feel like i'm being seeked out by the CIA and am hiding out in a little flat.
I haven't been seeking much of Berlin.
Taking it easy.
My routines consist of waking up at noon. Eating breakfast and watching the MTV Real-world. Then showering then walking about. At night I do art. I haven't done art in a while and my sketchbook is taking on great shapes. I have also a personal request of a bump pasting in a friends place. Which is quite exciting.
Ryan and I will be pasting the streets bumpy in no time.

Tonight we're heading out. You know, some club.
Heard that dress code is quite backwards to back home, which is my type of code.
Everything seems backwards which is everything that I am. You say yes, I say nein.

Tschuß.

VIEW FROM BERLIN WINDOW

I MAKE ART

BUBBLES

COOL CATS IN THE PARK

YOUR FEET NEED-A-FIXIN

GYMNASTICS WITH WINE

SATURDAY LUNCH

SPUNKY THE CAT

BRUSHING UP ON GERMAN

TRANSIT- THE BEST *****

IT WASN'T GOOD

WORKPLACE AT NIGHT

PRINTING SHOP IN PARIS

TUNA AND VEGGIE PIZZA - PARIS

YOU ARE SEXY

POTATO AND SALMON - PARIS

SOMEHOW I ORDERED A GLASS OF WINE AND GOT A HALF A LITER.

2010-06-04T08:16:00.005-04:00

IT'S THE BEST!.

Paris hasn't changed much from the last time I was here. Ryan needed some time to be convinced about the amazing city. I agree with him that the people suck for the most part. Out of all the people we interacted with only a few were worth remembering as a part of our trip. Most people were just arrogant and annoying. From having a menu thrown at me to not having people move out of the way as we're carrying all the laguage, to a woman almost getting hit in the stomach by the poster tube I was carrying because guess what "she's important" walking towards me and not moving to the side. "Bitch please, move your ass out of the way. I'm carrying art!".
So to save everyone I sacrificed my life and stepped off the curb onto the road. COW.

I think all in all Paris should thank all the little kids that were there while we were there. Seriously. Kids are cute. Fact. But, French kids are fucken incredible. They were the cutest. Had the most steeze ever!!. If you are ever in doubt of what to wear and look good, just look at a little french kid. They know what's up.

Ryan's moment of being blown away was when we climbed the Notre Dame. Sparkles in his eyes. It was quite the sight.

2010-05-25T16:49:00.005-04:00

PARIS JE SUIS KOO-KOO POUR VOUS.

Because I work in a wonderful place where people are cultured and well travelled.
I have gotten some amazing pointers, cool spots, things to do, eat and see from some experienced folk.
I can't wait to be turning every corner and trying to remember if I've been there or not.
How much I love Paris.
Pastries? I will sit there with my mouth open as Ryan shoots them from a bazooka into my mouth. Flaky crust flying in the air, watch your eyes!
Glacee? Oui!
The land of artists the city of fashion the god all mighty of awesomeness and beauty. I'm coming to sin.

Busta' Rhymes can you take me here for a night so we can frolic in the streets of Brussels?

2010-05-23T12:05:00.002-04:00

ORANGE JELLY BEAN, CHECK THIS OUT.

Bra, you see who it is? Looks like someone famous?
The situation big screen. Jano knows about it, Rachel knows about it. I say its a quatro-a-dato when we get back.

GET HIM TO THE GREEK

2010-05-22T14:25:00.005-04:00

SURPRISE ME.

The week ended with time in full slow-mo. 3pm felt like 6pm and made everyone restless.
Bonus part about this Friday that the polish noise making east wing gots to drink some delicious wine.
All because we were noisy and asked where the wine was when Jamie brought us chocolates. Oh how sweet life can be.
The rest of the day consisted of going outside and watching movie trailers.
I also had a crazy attack to start eating greasy food. I didn't know where to start. Have a poutine? Have fish and chips? PIzza? Chocolate cake? I felt like an addict and couldn't control my cravings. At one point I thought I wanted all of it at once.
I decided to go for pizza, and no other than King Slice Aribiatta.

THIS IS HOW WE ROLL | KING SLICE x3

*only two plates are mine

As i'm putting around trying to finish up some work, enjoy my day off and figure out what I still need to do.
I had an idea of how I wanted to shoot the Oliberte stuff. Even though I played more with these two images than maybe liked. I still think it's a good look for summer and once models are in place, shoes are stylized properly and props are there it will be great.

SUMMER 2010

Last night I went to see Chloe. It was a great film that satisfied my need for a movie.

*****.
CHLOE | ATOM EGOYAN

2010-05-20T16:18:00.008-04:00

FELL OFF A CLIFF AND SURVIVED.

It's starting to feel like i'm walking towards an edge of a cliff with no known road up ahead. It's freaking exciting. Not knowing what life has in store for you allows you to try new things. Kind of like a sushi boat. The next boat might have all squid sashimi's and who the hell wants to eat that shite. You stick to decisions like glue to paper without wavering back and forth weather you did the right thing. Because, when that boat of squid shows up you smile to yourself and keep chewing the good stuff.

As things are concluding, new things are being introduced. Old stuff has become amazing this time around. And things that you once dreaded doing become a pleasant activity. Just like in yoga, opening up your chest to breath in as much air as your lungs can handle, opening yourself to new situations creates quite the exciting stir in a routined lifestyle.

Yesterday, I walked home alone. Despite feeling a bit quite since my regular chatting partner decided to opt out of our walk. I was open to seeing new things. Taking a new route home and challenging myself to keep up a good pace. I got home in record time including stopping of at the Lic'Bo. Upon arriving home, I noticed E.V chilling in her usual spot on the front window, paws hanging over while her half shut eyes screamed "I'm in heaven!". Her other Romeo BBMC was watching her from below, probably admiring her beauty and hoping for a hair to fall down so he could go home and stick it under his pillow. I scared him, and off him and his big black cat balls leaped deep into the bush.

An Avocado, Red Pepper, Yogurt sandwich awaited me after my shower which made my facial expression scream "I'm in heaven".

∞CLASSIC.
MASSIVE ATTACK | BLACK MILK

∞CRAZY.
MASSIVE ATTACK | LIVE WITH ME

∞AMAZING.
MASSIVE ATTACK feat HOPE SANDOVAL | PARADISE CIRCUS
WATCH HERE SINCE VIDEO STARTS AUTOMATICALLY:

2010-05-17T23:24:00.003-04:00

JAGUARS'N'B'MOS.

My face hurts.
Half because of smiling. Half because i'm breaking out. Half because I just got my eyebrows waxed and my skin is freaking sensative. Half because my diet last week consisted of wine and no sleep.

Promised land.

I wonder when and where these trends of pretending to be something we are not come from.
It's clearly the ego.
The ego of whom though?
WHere is this person sitting and judging, delegating what comes next. Adjusting dreams and promise lands according to evolution of society.
Are they in a really tall tree in the Amazon amongst the birds and monkeys because they themselves couldn't handle the shallowness of what has become of our world?
Or are they in the gutter sitting, writing, hating on what they didn't become.

It's lofty a thought. But it seems we all talk the talk but don't walk the walk.
We always want.
We still judge and we still assume.
A country though, a promise land of sorts is worth the promise as much as the people are willing to work for it.
If we forget the overall dream for the better we end up building a nightmare.

DISTANT RELATIVES

DISTANT RELATIVES| AS WE ENTER

DISTANT RELATIVES feat DENNIS BROWN| LAND OF PROMISE

2010-05-13T00:06:00.005-04:00

I'M THE ILLEST MOTHERFUCKER FROM HERE TO GARDINIA.

Listen, there's nothing to be anxious about, there's not even anything to be nervous about. Life is life. It just comes. There is no planning in the world that will help you figure it out, get ahead of it or manipulate it to your satisfaction. All you can do is drink wine.

Lately, I've been drinking wine likes its water. Which is good in any case because it creates a calmness. La Vieilee Ferme is my new fave. $11 a pop you can't go wrong. The head is strong in the morning too. Coffee is not my favourite thing anymore. Instead i prefer tea. Weird? I don't know why. But even when I ate my jammie today it was with water rather than the famous coffee that makes me jizz in my pants.

Honestly, nothing to complain about.

Today, I got my hair cut by Fabian (Ry he's soooooo keen on you getting him those Carnation Street mags). He did a fine job. Even though he thought I was coming in for a Bieber hair cut. Fuck. I love Bieber but still his hair is way more whack than anything I have seen in a while.

There are a million things I wish I was but those million things don't wish to be me. Which makes me special. One in a million. A thing to see. A thing to be.

PEPPA PIG | NEW CAR

"I LIKE THE NEW CAR BUT I LIKE OUR OLD CAR BETTA"

2010-05-11T20:13:00.005-04:00

OPINIONS ARE LIKE ASSHOLES,
EVERYONES GOT ONE AND THEY STINK.

TOP 5 HATED OPINIONS:

o·pin·ion » a view or judgement formed about something, not necessarily formed on fact or knowledge.

5Someone saying shit about your food while you're eating. Please step away and mind your own business.

4Criticism that turns into an opinion that turns into self flattery and enhancement of ego of criticizer. Eg. " I would change that circle into a square. Circles are just so curvy and girly. I design in a pure masculine frame of mind because i'm great, because i'm god."

3 Stubborn point of view about something that has never been personally experienced by opinionator.

2 Bad opinion of person, place or thing that is hurtful to the person, place or thing because the person, place or thing can't change being the way it/they are.

1Closed minded people telling others they are closed minded because they don't agree with the closed minded opinion.

2010-05-10T13:27:00.004-04:00

UH-HUH

RIDE | CIARA

› Agatka kommen zum das Land de Po-len
Wo sind meine Leute da draussen?

Andddddddd:

2010-05-09T19:57:00.004-04:00

OHNE SIE

Last night I went to see Fish Tank. I didn't really know what to expect, and I wasn't too let down.
Definitely an interesting way of portraying a character's life, but the plot was kind of long.
I will give it

* * *
Judge for yourself.

FISH TANK | ANDREA ARNOLD

When it comes to weekends, I plan to do so much but end up doing little.
It's like my body presses on a break.

Today at dodgeball, get ready for this... got someone out.
Not just anyone, but one of those guys that throws the ball like he IS a ball throwing machine.
The team we played today was a bit more hardcore than I would like.
I don't like anyone getting that hardcore about anything. It's just not healthy.
Chill. It's ok.
It was fun though.

Feeling a bit sick. Something in my head.
I'm trying to cure it with a glass of wine and a chocolate souffle.
Hopefully it will do the trick.
Another week ahead. Will be good.
Keep your head up and look around.
Seatbelts.

The best way to learn a language is through music.
MASSIVE TONE | OHNE SIE

THE TIME WAS NOW.

2010-05-06T01:50:00.003-04:00

Seems 2 is the new 11.
Going to sleep later and later.
Climbing latter's in my sleep.
Sliding down snakes while waking up.
Things are moving fast and i'm nowhere near the finish line.

Almost drank full bottle of wine.
Promised myself I wouldn't.
I brake promises to myself always.

Weather called for thunder today.
There was nothing.
Quite disappointing.
Since I was relying on it to keep me focused.

I started a new note pad.
I love the way my 0.1 pen looks in it.

What I feel when I eat a Jammie.

2010-05-04T15:24:00.004-04:00

I get these Jammie delicious doughnut things.
They remind me a bit of a polish paczek combined with cheesecake.
It's sooooooo good. With a coffee.
It makes me:

To Do: Oh what to do: List.

2010-05-04T02:11:00.002-04:00

As I expected.
Arm sore as fawk.
Didn't walk home today.
Sucks.
It's totally way past my bedtime and I just finished work.
Work for this work for that.
Tomorrow clean slate to finish Oliberte web design.
Made a delicious Quinoa salad. I'd rather not talk about it because you might drool to death.
Actually I'd rather.

Quick and easy way to taste heaven.

1. Cook Quinoa. Set aside.
2. Cube peeled carrot and simmer in pot until soft.
3. Saute, red shallots, garlic and leek with butter and olive oil.
4. Add mushrooms.
5. Chop up Kale into long strips add to saute mixture.
6. Salt, pepper, thyme, balsamic, left over drop of white wine.
7. Drain carrots leaving a little bit of liquid.
8. Pour excess liquid from carrots into Kale mixture.
9. Saute saute saute, when Kale is limpy, add Quinoa. Stir.
10. Add carrots.
11. Cook for 1 minute.
12. Spoon into bowl. Top with fresh tomato, red peppers and feta cheese.

The End.

Going to take a bath with epsom salts. Hope it doesn't wake up anyone. It's kind of late.

The day there was a fire.

2010-05-03T00:12:00.005-04:00

A fire broke out on top of a condo roof.
We all thought the smoke monster from Lost was coming.
No one got hurt.

We raise it up.

2010-05-02T23:29:00.005-04:00

Between picnics, cherry blossoms,dancing, making pizzas,sweat pants, breakdowns, bike rides and coffee's, somehow I missed the transition of winter to beautiful spring/summer moments. It just kind of happened.

As May begins, the days are longer I seem to be seeing everything in Kodachrome.
Evey managed to find herself a boyfriend, snaggle tooth, red eyed Watson the possum.
Don't know how he stole her heart but she seems to be wanting to sit on her little balcony all day long, awaiting his passing by.

My right side is killing from filling in on the Cunning Stunts dodgeball team.
Kind of scared how tomorrow will be with the way that my shoulder is making eerie sounds.
Hope it heals in time for next week. Oh yeah and I need to learn how to throw.

The love of my life has left me for one of my old time lovers. Germania.
I do appreciate the spiritual time off but at the same time am beyond excited to join him.

LILAC AND MAGNOLIA SOUVENIR

RYAN'S BABY MAMA'S

PICNIC PARTY

2010-04-19T14:27:00.022-04:00

"IN YOUTH WE LEARN, IN AGE WE UNDERSTAND"

Marie Von Ebner-Eschenbach

THURSDAY

2010-04-16T13:40:00.003-04:00

These days things seem to be much brighter and happier.
Maybe because the old skin is shed, maybe cause its summer ahead.

I've been feeling change. I've been feeling lucky. I've also have been feeling loved.
Things are coming up Agata.
The attitude in general is just positive. Not to mention laughing all day long.
I've been called crazy and weird probably 20 times in the past two days, when a co-worker over heard someone say it. She replied " be happy that you're not normal".
LOVE IT.

Oh, and I'm going to Europa in June.
Just saying.

DAVE'S BIRTHDAY CUPCAKE

STILL

2010-04-13T12:19:00.003-04:00

Agata is the name, I'm ahead of my game
Still, rockin' those sneaks, still less than meek
Still not loving police (Uh huh)
Still rock my jeans with a cut and a crease
Still got love for the streets, repping 048
Still the beat bangs, still doing my thang
Since I left, ain't too much changed, still

Lately, what happened in Poland hasn't had THAT much of an affect on me.
I think the part that got me was when they showed the daughter of the president and first lady.
The question keeps humming around "why was everyone on the same plane???"
I feel for the country, it seems everyone is really sad.
On the contrary here, if that were the situation I think there would be less sadness. Maybe cause our government isn't a great one. Not inspirational just a bunch of fat asses sitting wasting our money while they make more money. BLLLLLAaaah.

Feeling a bit patriotic, so crossing the ocean is in the works.
I have to confirm the YES from the bosses.
It makes my stomach twist and turn as I haven't seen some peeps since 2001.
I'm going to be forced to speak German. Holy shit. Do I even remember one word?
Ein bier, bitte.
Will suffice.

Danke.
Tschuss.
Schwanz.
Nien.
Gross.
Klein.
Liebe.
Ficke.
Meine.
Wasser.

Oh meinen Gott, ich bin ficked.

...

2010-04-10T11:52:00.002-04:00

(CNN) --Polish President Lech Kaczynski was killed early Saturday along with his wife, several top military officials, and the head of the national bank when their plane crashed at a western Russian airport, officials said.

"There are no survivors," said Sergey Antufyev, the governor of Smolensk, where the plane was trying to land when it crashed. Russian emergency officials said 97 people died. Kaczynski was 60.

Parliament Speaker Bronislaw Komorowski took over as acting president and declared it "a time for national mourning."

Prime Minister Donald Tusk said the country would hold two minutes of silence at midday Sunday for the victims. Russia has declared Monday as a day of mourning.

Kaczynski had been traveling with the Polish delegation to Russia for the 70th anniversary of the massacre of Polish prisoners of war in the village of Katyn. Some 20,000 Polish officers were executed there during World War II.

The Polish military plane originated in Warsaw, the Polish Defense Ministry said. It was approaching the airport at Smolensk -- just a few miles east of Katyn -- and probably hit some trees at the end of the runway, said Piotr Paszkowski, a spokesman for the Polish Foreign Ministry.

The Investigation Committee of the Russian prosecutor's office said the plane, a Tupolev-154, was trying to land in heavy fog.

TAKEN FROM MY WINDOW AT WORK ON THURSDAY

WASHED OUT WHITES

2010-04-08T23:55:00.003-04:00

Washed out was pretty rocking.
Music was fantabulous.
Even "creepy eyes" that couldn't decide who/what he was into.
He was dry humping a girl in the air, then he was staring at other girl and then he was staring at boys. Then he was touching boys and then he left.
Then there was the girl who humped the monitor on stage. So vigorously it seriously made me uncomfortable. I didn't know where to look. At her humping or at the guys playing. She got soooo wound up she ended up going on stage, humping the instruments and things. Wow.
Did I mention that the music was good?

TIMELESSNESS IS THE BESTESS

CAB

WASHED OUT

WASHED OUT

WASHED OUT and SMALL BLACK

HAVE A LISTEN

PASQUALE i BONNE NATALE

2010-04-08T23:37:00.005-04:00

Going home for easter was so much fun.
Not only did the 4 days off from work relax my butt to the max. So did the time I enjoyed cooking, baking, chatting and drinking wine with the rents. Ryan showed his master skills when he showed me up while making the lattice tart. Whatever.
He skated with London crew while I hung out with London clan.
Getting back to work this week was a hassle. But it got done.
Watched Helvetica and once again I got inspired.
It seems lately I can envision more things done than actually acting them out.
Seems the more I produce crap I hate, the more depressed I feel.
Go figure.

EASTER BASKET

ONION DYED EGGS

JULIA&DOMINIK

JULIA&BABA

RYAN&JULIA

ALICE

SEE MY NAME IN LIGHTS

EASTER PINEAPPLE LATTICE TART

2010-04-08T23:29:00.004-04:00

MAKING LATTICE FOR LATTICE TART

PINEAPPLE RUM COOKING

PINEAPPLE POURING INTO LATTICE TART

BEFORE BAKING
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LATTICE PINEAPPLE TART

OH YOU KNOW. WAY BACK WHEN.

2010-04-08T23:14:00.003-04:00

NOSES, LIPS AND WINE GLASSES

AWOLLA'S FIRST

HOLE IN THE WALL

IF HANDS COULD TALK

WORKERS DURING DAY, ROBBERS DURING NIGHT

EARLY MARCH

2010-04-08T23:02:00.002-04:00

LAKESHORE 1

LAKESHORE 2

LAKESHORE 3

ORCHIDS

UNION STATION

I LOVE MY CAT

REVIEW KOO-KOO

2010-03-30T08:56:00.005-04:00

Tonight is portfolio review night.
I have to stay I have taken quite control of myself.
And everything went pretty stress free.
I kind of stopped putting so much pressure on myself to get everything done.
And just enjoyed my journey to get stuff done.
A friend at work reminded me that when you don't hurry while doing things it seems you have more time. Aint that the truth.
After a stealth mission at work to print my portfolio, with obvious help from my roomies. I have accomplished what needed to get done. Needless to say i was a ticking lunatic running through the office dodging partners from seeing anything going on.
"I get by with a little help from my friends"
Really keeps replaying in my head.
This world is not meant to be conquered alone. The stronger your team is, the stronger you are.

Evelina brought to my attention that I should own this skirt. And now I can't keep my mind off of it.
I will own it.

PROCRASTINATION ALL UP in THIS NATION

2010-03-27T12:41:00.003-04:00

*flips hair back*
*grins*
So remember when I starred in a movie with Michael Cera?
Here is the trailer for it. How exciting? Sure is.

SCOTT PILGRIM VS THE WORLD

LIBERO de LIBERO

2010-03-27T00:03:00.006-04:00

Wow wow woooooh finally its the weekend.
Turbo speed towards finishing portfolio in the next two days.
Changed plan on business card.
It's going to be a little bit of this and a lot of that.
Went to see Precious at the Revue. Cried. Laughed. Cried. Got inspired.
Enough. Figured out on the tea date that I didn't have my keys.
(Ryan is off partying hard with old home-G's up in Woodbridge).
Had to wake up my Landlord. You all know my landlord.
Wasn't pretty. At one point it sounded like she was throwing a heavy chain on the ground to get rid of her frustration. Came down and told me that I should hide a key in the garden somewhere. I asked her if she thought that was safe. "Yes its fine, I have one hidden". Question then is what if I find her hiding spot by trying to find my own hiding spot.

At the end of the day I smile with a glowing heart,sitting warm (feet freezing cold, chills, I think I feel a cold coming), writing here, because Ryan has just upped his game.

CLICK HERE TO READ ABOUT OLIBERTE ON HYPEBEAST.

HELP!

2010-03-25T00:04:00.016-04:00

Would you be so kind to review the following work and shoot me an email, comment, text or call with your thoughts and any advice that you think would be beneficial.
Much appreciate it! Thank you!

BUSINESS CARD/FRONT

BUSINESS CARD/BACK

1- FREQUENCE 3 (french internet radio)

2- FREQUENCE 3 (french internet radio)

Amour,Imagination, Rêve

2010-03-24T21:03:00.006-04:00

Last night we went to see AIR.
It was fun. Exceeeeeeeeeeeept,
when that stupid ho-bag threatened to smash my camera if I didn't move.
OH YEAH she did!
She also pushed me with her arms and legs onto a big guy, my face pressed against his. I apologized.
All of this front row, may I remind you AT AN AIR concert.
The "security" dude did nothing. Even when she kept putting her paw in front of my lens when I was trying to take photos.
That's all I'm gonna say.

AIR 1

AIR 2

AIR 3

AIR 4

STRATEGiES

2010-03-23T09:51:00.008-04:00

Wish they taught the politics of a workplace in school.
ARTICLE ABOUT TOXIC WORKPLACES

SIDE NOTE: We find out who/what RICHARD is on Lost tonight.

PROUD MARY

2010-03-22T12:22:00.005-04:00

Waking up has become soooooooo easy.
Boil water. Wash up. Grab hoodie. Make coffee. Sit and enjoy the morning.
Still makes me run late. A little less frantic though.

Things are rolling along.
What I hate though is people wasting my time.
Hate putting my needs second.
Hate doing favours.
Hate being nice because its expected.
Hate being unappreciated.
Gets to me. Like you wouldn't believe.

Had a good weekend overall. When my shit WAS getting done.
Made new seat in the house for better concentration.
Go figure, sitting in silence allows you to focus.

MIXED FEELINGS : READ

MR.SHINETHESUN

2010-03-15T12:27:00.013-04:00

Can't believe how fast the time is flying.
Am OK with it when everything on my list is checked off.
Otherwise, feeling a bit stressed.
This weekend I got nothing done. Makes me anxious.
This week I'm gonna be better.
Can't work at work. Can't work after work.
Stuff is in the air.
Don't need no drug to help me see clearer, need the sun to shine and the world to get greener.
Spring. In the spring shit happens.
I hope my shit happens soon.

TOMASZ GUDZOWATY - "OF EAGLE AND MAN" PHOTO ESSAY (click to link)

TOMASZ GUDZOWATY - "SHIP WRECKS" PHOTO ESSAY (click to link)

YOU WEaR IT!

2010-03-11T07:57:00.006-05:00

Started thinking of ways to umph up my book. And started looking at what I love to do the most. This little squat's concept is "The not-so-basic T-shirt". Directing it a bit more on a serious tone, instead of sleeze slut styles that AA is doing their stuff now. Sluts sprawled out on a bed selling socks-being very basic - 0, Everyday people being not-so-basic - 1.

Which brings me to:

CALLING ALL MODELS!- If you think you have it and want to have some fun in front of a cam please let me know! By being interested you're helping me out! Come over so I can take your picture and capture your non-basicness.

NOT-SO-BASIC 1

NOT-SO-BASIC 2

NOT-SO-BASIC 3

WaTCH YOUR BaCK!

2010-03-08T22:50:00.022-05:00

Vitamin D x a million helping with getting things started and getting shit done. My brain is de-frosting from hibernation and dim-ness numbness and dumbness. Things run full circle.
That interview I saw with so&so on Much back in 1993 taught me that giving up/quitting puts a halt to dreams. Therefore, can't give up. Gotta keep up.
Good convo with dad gave me a pat on back and a push on the butt. In short he said the best thing about me, is me.
Last weeks results follow.
brb.

IGNACIA MOVE 1

IGNACIA MOVE 2

IGNACIA MOVE 3

CHECK THIS SONG

LET's BREAK!

2010-02-15T17:52:00.004-05:00

This week went by fast.
We hired a new graphic designer at work and as I have been told I can now relax and get some sleep. Which is nice. It is also nice to have another person who speaks design.

I got in a couple confufflements with one of the head honcho's, she told me to grow up. I whispered my come back under my breath. She might be right. I might have to be the bigger person here and not give into her fits. I think she forgets we work towards the same goal and its ridiculous for her to be causing obstacles for me to jump over. From now I keep my mouth shut and ignore. It will take some zen-ful thinking but I think I can do it.

I've had a few eye opening days lately. About a lot of things. One in specific is my future or my career. I have a plan. But it requires some focusing. It is now, I say my good-bye for a little while. Until the plan takes action.

Here are some photos from the last week.
Lots of love, see you soon.

My surprise celebrating my Name Day.

Celebrating Anti-Valentine's day by making pornogami.
Fig.1.1 Peek-A-Boo Penis.